We're Invisible.

So. I havn't posted anything since the 'freak out' post. I was messsssssssssssed up, but screw that! I am happier now. Like so much happier. I have just had the most wonderful 24 hours with Shane. Ohmigod!! I can't even begin to describe how lovely it was. How amazing he makes me feel, honestly. Aghh!!

The most amazing this is its so, beautiful how it happend. We were talking on Facebook, and we were planning a day/night that he could come down and stay with me, and then he decided to drive down now. This is at 2am, as well. So I was like, um. . .if you're sure. Then he just turns up, an hour-ish or so later. After driving 45-55 miles (depends on which route he took). He came in, we got in bed. Then we just held eachother. All night. All day. We just held eachother. It was beautiful!!

I have been smiling since he decided he was coming down, and I am still smiling now, two hours after he has left. I can't honestly believe it. I have never had anyone come and see me in the early hours of the morning. I was/am so shocked, even now. That something as amazing as this has happend to me.

September can't turn up quick enough now, I will be in University. With Shane. In a new city. Starting everything new, like I wanted to do. Everything is unfolding exactly how I wanted it too. Thank you Fate. It feels like such serendipity. Its beautiful.

Nothing more I can say being honest. I am afraid I am going to have to quote now. A bit of 'Bright Eyes' is in order I think. A beautiful part of 'The First Day of My Life' I think is suitable, no?

"Yours is the first face that I saw
I Think I was blind before I met you
I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
So I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realized that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

I remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange
You said everything changed
You felt as if you just woke up
And you said,
This is the first day of my life,
I'm Glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy."